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Saturday, September 21st, 2002
1:16 am	Just wanted to make sure this was understood... FUCKING ASS! I HATE YOU SO MUCH. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, September 16th, 2002
1:49 am	I've been so busy guys! I don't know when I last spoke to anyone my age. Its been all the bigwigs at RCA, and family. I hope to speak to you guys. Don't be a stranger. Save Chrisssy! Current Music: Idiot by Jimmy (10 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, September 9th, 2002
12:20 pm	Where my boys at? Its been forever since I've seen or spoken to my boys!! Joshy? Jujubear? Chris? Joey? Bass ass?? Even that crazy cutie Trace? I miss yall:( Hit your girl up sometime... And to do my lovely duty..here's my reasons on why Chris rocks my socks off: 1)Because his name is the male version to mine..which makes him cool. 2)Because he's so damn cute. 3)He loves my Joshy and Juju almost as much, if not more than anyone, including me. 4)Because if anything did ever happen to me..I do belive Chris, as well as the others, but mainly Chris would be here in a heartbeat. 5)Did I say he was cute? 6)NO ONE can make me laugh or entertain me as much as he can. 7)Because he sent me some cute clothes from FuMan. 8)Because he threathened to beat up Eminem and Jorge for me. Even tho he's yay high. And he's loyal to a fault...which makes him sexy. 9)He's closest to my height! 10)Because he's Chris Kirkpatrick. And I'm all about the FKA. Current Mood: hyper Current Music: I drive myself Crazy..(Chris' verse) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 3rd, 2002
5:23 am	He's sick Joshy's sick :( I was at home when I got a frantic call from Jujubear. Now I'm sitting here in a hospital waiting room. Maybe I should invest in of these hospitals..or at least get a my own personalized room. I've been here more than enough times in the past year, than I have in my life.Its doing its job tho if its making my boys better. I'm gonna go now and see if Chris is hungry or anything. Current Mood: anxious Current Music: TV (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 28th, 2002
3:17 pm	Gettin Dirrty in New York Yep! The single is officially out. The past week has been so hectic, which is why I havent been able to update this. I know I just up and left, but I needed to. If anyone was worried, I guess I'm sorry. I had a few personal things I neded to take care of. Also recording last minute things, dance rehearsals. Madness! I love New York. I think I'm gonna stay up here for a couple of days after the Vma's and go to see some family. Brit..you should come. I know my grandma would be excited to see you. Gotta go, the man is calling Current Mood: anxious Current Music: Grindin- Clipse (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 22nd, 2002
9:49 pm	Boo hoo I am feeling like crap today. Josh said he'd stop by to see me. Looking forward to that. I cant really say much more. Pray for me? (Comment on this)
Saturday, August 17th, 2002
12:00 pm	Morning WHat to say? What to say? I'm home, sitting pretty waiting to hear from Josh, Brit,Justin, or anyone..maybe one of them want to save me from this boredom. Guys?? (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 13th, 2002
9:02 pm	L.A... I'm back, finally. Never seen so many messages in my life. I'm back with a much healthier Justin, but a hurt one. And I left behind a hurt Josh...my boyz can't seem to catch a break. Anyways, I found out today that my first single Dirty, featuring the always sexy and crazy Redman, comes out on the radio on the 27th. Hope people like it. I'm nervous as hell about it. If anyone needs me, I'll be around..call me. Maybe I'll see what Justin is up to.. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 8th, 2002
9:18 am	Happy B-day Josh!! Yes. Its my Joshy's bday. The Big 2-6. I'm so happy that I have the priveledge of having you in my life. You deserve everything you have, plus more. I wuv you vewwy much. Love Always, your (adopted) lil sis... P.S. Yes your gift is on its way! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 7th, 2002
9:42 am	Justin's home. JC and I are cool again, and I'm now staying at a hotel. Anyone needs me, call me at the Marriot. And Britney..I really need to talk to you. (Comment on this)
Friday, August 2nd, 2002
9:10 am	Hey, if anyone needs me, I'll be at the hospital. Spent the night with J, talking and chilling. Only reason why I am up this early is because I had to make a call. I'm going back to bed now, so I'll talk to everyone later. Current Mood: content Current Music: J's soft snore (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 30th, 2002
10:04 am	I hate hospitals... Yesterday, J and I got into yet another fight. Hurtful words and all that other good stuff were said. I hung up on him and vowed never to speak to him again. He and I are extremely alike, and so when we fight, we know exacty what to say or do to really hurt each other. Of course he calls me later on that night, and I suppose its his version of an olive branch, but he invites me to go drinking at Josh's place. I went, against my better judgment.We started at it again, and then next thing you know, I'm so upset I leave the drunk bastards alone. By now, I'm seriously considering to just fly back out to L.A. tommorrow and just forget about Orlando. Then,I get a call from Josh. He's telling me that he's at the hospital, where J has been admitted. For what? His stitches were re-busted. Come to find out, its more serious than that..but I can't even begin to talk about that. Shit, I'm thinking. I drive 80 over there, and just run to the hospital. In the lobby, I see Trace, who has this whole shit under control. He was on his way home to call the family, and trying to get Josh calm. I took over and started to just have Josh relax. Breathe. Kinda hard when I wanted to bawl.Josh got to go in first. Trace left, and I was left alone in the lobby. I could've went in, but I didnt want to disrupt their time. Josh called me in about an hour and half later, while J was sleeping. Josh used thst time to go talk to some doctors and other stuff, so it was just me and a knocked out Justin. I dunno, I felt like breaking own right there. I walked over and just sat at the edge of the bed and grabbed his hands. Started talking,praying,singing, apologizing..you name it,I did it. So I'm sitting there holding the dorks hand, crying my eyes out apologizing, when I notice he squeezed my hand and was crying too. We got all mushy and squashed our beef, and me being his orca, I climbed into bed with him and we just laid there holding each other. I must've fallen asleep, cuz the next thing I remember is Josh waking me up, and telling me that Lynn is on her way. Knowing how much psycho doesn't like me, I decide that its best that I don't get caught sleeping next to J. SO I gave both Justin and Josh a kiss on their foreheads, and asked Josh to call me to update me. I drove to the nearest Catholic church and just prayed. I know something is really wrong with J, and that people are going to try and keep it under wraps. I just hope that we're all strong enought to handle this. As much as J can piss me off to the point were I want to kill him, I realize that nada can come between us. Like 2 peas in a pod. Can't live with him,can't live without him. Current Mood: scared Current Music: classical music (soothes the soul) (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, July 29th, 2002
9:46 am	Been so busy. I don't really know if I'm coming or going. My manager caught wind of me being in Orlando and decided that I might as well be working.F-king Ass..Oh well..I am here with my two fave people in the world, so I can't complain much. If anything, I think J and I are trying to get our relationship back to the way it was way before we had our big fallout. Anyways, I met this guy..this freaking hottie, at the mall. He was working there, and pretty much just stared at me for thr first couple of minutes. He asked for my autograph, and I slippeed him my number..:lol I'm out to have fun ppl! B and Jess...We are going to have hat ladies night as soon as I come back. The boys ain't ready for us... (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 25th, 2002
1:45 pm	Change of plans. I guess I cherish friendships more than others. I'm on my way to Memphis. TTYL. (Comment on this)
9:58 am	What I do for friends... Curly boy must have me wrapped around his finger, or maybe I just love the kid that much, but I'm on a plane right now to Orlando. The last place I should be, since Johnny and Lynn are both going to be present. What's worse, is that I'm sleeping over at J's house for the stay. Now thee're really gonna have a reason to think I'm a whore. *rolls eyes* If Johnny thinks he can roll up and tell me who not to talk to, he has another thing coming. Especially since Baby J is sick.No one can tell me to stay away in that case. They can kiss my ecuadorian ass. Anyways, on to bigger and better things.Someone's coming home from Russia today, and is having a party. WHOO! Its time to shake my ass like Mystikal, and bust a move. I can't wait to see you Bass. Should be nice. I gotta go..stewardess is telling me to turn this off. See everyone soon.. Current Mood: anxious Current Music: On the line the movie... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 24th, 2002
12:02 pm	Awake.. I got a call early this morning from non other than Josh. Just because you can't sleep, doesnt mean that other's can't. And no..I really don't want to hear about his greatnesss that is Justin. He's a pest to me so I can't see where you're coming from. *laughs* I'm kidding. You boys need to leave Tenn already and come home to me. I can't have both of my sources of entertainment missing. Come home!! "Til then, I do belive that I'm gonna go out and have me some fun. Joe, Chris, and Brit..I know you guys are home...why haven't I seen y'all. We needs to go out tonight. Call me freaks! Current Mood: awake Current Music: Why don't we fall in love ? Amerie (Comment on this)
1:58 am	Life... Is like a box of chocolate, you never know what you're gonna get. And that's that truth Ruth. Okay enuff with that. I just had to tell ppl that I'm in a feel good mood now.I started planning something for someone today with my buddy J. Can't wait to see what we come up with in the end. I found out that my album is finally ready to be released, and that my 1st single is comin out in August. Its about time I got back into shape..can't stay here being a bum much longer.An that's all. Anyone wanna come joim me? (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 21st, 2002
9:39 am	Where do I start? Jorge is a fucking bastard. My friends are the best thing since slice bread. And When the hell did Timberfake get so mature?? And Britty's a good kisser. Lou's fat ass needs to leave my ppl alone.And I'm back at Josh's place. Confused about what's goin on?...I'll tell ya...later. When I get back. Right now, I have to sneak out of here and go to Jorge's, and get my shit. He's not home this morning, so it is the best thing to do. Wish me luck. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 20th, 2002
6:22 pm	Jorge just went the dance studio. I wrote this about us. Thiink it should be a single? Its a piece of my heart..hope you likes: He comes from a foreign place An island far away Intrigues me with every move Til' I'm breathless, I'm helpless Can't keep my cool Steals my heart when he takes my hand And we dance, to the rhythm of the band I feel his finger tips, grip my hips And I slip as we dip into a rare bliss Mama used to warn me To beware of those Latin lovers She said I gave my heart too soon And that's how I became your mother I said ay mama, you seem to forget I'm not in love yet Sweet talk don't win me over But I realized Big brown eyes can hypnotize When he says I am full blood boricua Reads the tattoo on his arm He tells me, mami I need ya And my heartbeat pumps so strong Getting lost in el ritmo He whispers te quiero, te quiero I begin to give in with no hesitation Can't help my infatuation (Ah ah, ah ah, ah ah) It's pure infatuation (Ah ah, ah ah, ah ah) Hey... Skin the color of cinnamon His eyes light up and I melt within Feels so good it must be a sin I can't stop what I started I'm giving in He brings life to my fantasies Sparks a passion inside of me Finds the words when I can not speak In the silence, his heartbeat is music to me Mama used to warn me Not to rush love with another She said I'm not trying to lecture I just care about my daughter Ay mama, you seem to forget I never will let A man control my emotions But when he smiles (when he smiles) I feel like a little child When he says I am full blood boricua Reads the tattoo on his arm (whoa, whoa) He tells me, mami I need ya And my heartbeat pumps so strong (so strong) Getting lost in el ritmo He whispers te quiero, te quiero I begin to give in with no hesitation Can't help my infatuation (Ah ah, ah ah, ah ah) It's pure infatuation (Ah ah, ah ah, ah ah) Caught between my mama's words And what I feel inside I'm wanting to explore his world But a part of me wants to hide Should I risk it, can't resist it This has caught me by surprise Should I, let him take me to Puerto Rico I can't hold back no more Let's go tonight... Ooh, hey You adore me, never be lonely, ohh I am full blood boricua (boricua) Reads the tattoo on his arm (on his arm) He tells me, mami I need ya And my heartbeat pumps so strong (so strong) Getting lost in el ritmo He whispers te quiero, te quiero I begin to give in with no hesitation Can't help my infatuation I can't help, what I'm feeling Infatuated Oh ooh, ohh... Infatuation Hey Yep..my mama dont really like him either.:( Its okay...I will be alright. I got to go and clean his closet out..Hope I don't find any dirty secrets! (Comment on this)
9:22 am	Here's the thing.. I don't ask for much. All I want is for you ppl to SUPPORT Jorge and ACCEPT him as one of us. Is that so freaking hard? Justin, as I should've known and expected, is behind me. And he's the one who Jorge hit. Please ppl grow th fuck up, and get over yourselves. You ppl make me sick. HE is so right about us being stuck up in our own personas, and being so "clicky". He actually brings me back to a sense of normalcy. Slaps me with a dose of reality. Makes me clean, cook, and all other types of things.The fact that we actually tie our own shoes, is amazing. Real friends my ass. Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: Whi can listen to anything when they are this pissed... (1 Comment |Comment on this)